life is aint cool

failure is really hard to digest.atheletes who run a dash always believe that they can do it,but when they run it they see people overtaking them.they try to run their best but still they are left wanting.this incident teaches a lot in life.when u really think that u ve got the potential to be right up there u may sometimes fall drastically.and it will take some time depending on your temperament,ability and of all making the best of whats given to you attitude...failures taught me a lot both personally and socially.personally i always had a view like people were writing me off.friends a few who had a bad spin of luck during that time always wanted me to fail because of jealousy.they always had something in their minds,something bad and unexposed about me when i cracked out a great success with ease and comparatively without working hard.and aren't they relieved now,i bet they are atleast for now.that hurts for any human.also when u fail people who underestimated you believe that they were spot on and people who believed in you feel guilty of believing a wrong man.and then is the redemption time.u have to put this behind you,have to analyse whats best for you,how to get it done,and with the knowledge that you will get from your failures u have to make up for the days lost by performing better.also u will feel a confidence reinforced but still have some self doubts about the outcome.my life is pretty simple now.perform or perish and im in a situation where its my last play...i hate losers basically...so i can understand what people think about me..but i always believe due to some incident one can revitalise himself..perhaps this recent failure had turned me a lot..i may ve lost a bit of my individuality but i will still keep banging on the doors of success until it opens.after all success is the sweetest thing a man could taste.and to all those who had instilled faith in me and those who have prayed for me ,"i will be back with a bang",to all those who were willing to see me fail for some shit reason,"ur time is up,my time is now"...